2 months of karma

"AVATAR"

I used several mediums to accomplish this look. I'm very happy with this piece. 

I don't wanna let it go :)

2 months of karma

Her car was taken in the night. She had no reaction. When they " the repo" man came at around midnight ...

 He asked,  " Do you want me to DRAG it? "  she thought ' why the hell not it's a piece of crap anyway' ... She spoke through the window , " just take it I don't care." 

She quietly walked back to bed. Easily laying her head back on the pillow. 

Morning came and she wondered not what she was going to do... But, why she so gracefully let it go. 'Am I one- step closer to enlightenment?' Lifted in her brim so light ! She isn't bothered by the small things anymore. 

2 months of karma

2 months of karma : painting

2 months karma : The Kiss

The man with no voice sits in my mind. Swinging back and forth with a cross to bare. I went on a date ... Oh ,I thought of THE MAN. The one : I've only listened in on notes and seen in pictures. Trickled a few words on the screen. A snap here and one there. 

Why did it feel so wrong when another tried to kiss me? Kisses are harmless or that's what they say. When you're thinking of a different person it feels so bad in my head. I think it seeped in my marrow. I'm drowning in this sea of threads.... God get me out of this bed.

I fell asleep with Jesus last night asking him if I should get this man out of my head.

2 months of karma: weightless

The money transferred from my hand to his like an angel landed it. Weightless. Flight in air, a second in time where I stopped to think I must write this. Here in this place where people ...all the people go. I am reminded of him. Haunted. I spent the night in a cold house , no electric ... While my suppose to be date went to watch HIM

play at the place that ripped off "RED HOT PEPPERS"! I sent a picture of myself to " my date" as a ploy to get him to show my demon. 

I can't escape a SAXAPHONE ! It just came on at this place. The place my demon brought me. I swear he took a part of my soul. At the risk of sounding cliche' What a wicked web he weaves with all the women. Oh just wait till I fill you in on what she ( the last girlfriend ) had to say .... 

2 months of Karma: Haunted

At that place they all go. Looking for power my phone is dead. My electricity is off..... Not kidding ! Yay for me. Starving artist I guess they say. 

I set next to an elderly gent and ask about his book. We talk about God and the end of us all. I start to write. But, before I do I move to the only

table with two plush velvety chairs. One sits left empty my purse keeps it company .... a man approaches
and ask to sit. This is a pick- up ploy I'm sure. 

When will he ask I'm not sure! I came to write about the haunting of HIM. Looks like I'm being haunted by men! Hysterical and ironic. I think God has won the day. 

Oh don't worry he hasn't left my mind ... I'll be back unfortunately with the backwards story of mine. 

You're not an interruption you're part of my day.... 

- anonymous man at Starbucks 

2 months of karma : HEART COLLECTOR

The rain fell. She laid in her bed while the sound of rain tickled her ear drums. She decided it was a dreadful day. But, a day worth writing. She thought of him. The heart collecter. 

     Earlier she had almost cried describing to a friend how he sucked her in and spit her out. He said " you always know someone loves you if they turn around when they walk off ." Oh, and he did! Like the perfectly orchestrated love, he had played this piano and this  song many times before. One by one knocking down his next victim like a dominio game. One girl fell into the next. It was the game he loved the most: Heart Collecting.

2 months of Karma

So, when a girl sets out to find love or not find it at all... it just falls in her lap or better yet her lips.
She was given the best hug she had EVER had that day and that is saying a lot. She had hugged many in her days. Maybe a slut to others maybe a vice to her. I do not think she cared either way. To cough up to ALL the stories how would she ever... how could she ever put it all down it seemed like so much and it seemed so unreal. But, It was her life and it needed to be written word for word upon this sick world. she got her karma and so has the world she thought. After watching a riveting movie with a guy that she does not intend to date. He is too fat... lets face it and his breath smells. But, she dare not burn that bridge for this man was going to help her keep her food on the table and her child in a perfect bubble. Meanwhile she had slutted herself out to men in strip clubs for over a decade now. She had burnt many bridges in the town she lived in ... this by far was the best gig yet: no stage dancing just lap dances and money, lots of it. In fact, she made the exact amount she made working seven DAYS straight in one NIGHT. She quit the day job the next day because it was t.o hard on her and she needed as much money as possible in as little as time. Her body was failing her........


In the first days of her dating life it was simple. Love and passion with sprinkles and whispers and love spinning around  ..... but we aren't going to play nice and start from the beginning. Backwards just like everything really is ....look in the mirror. Really you think that is you? Look again .... see what I am saying. So with that we start: Two Months Of Karma. 

Now,  I don't know what you are are thinking or really care... its going to get deep and dark and smelly and loud. Its the truth ALL of it. From the abortions to the 7.13 Carrot ring it is all real.
Lets Start with this Karma thing.... what is Karma something that comes around. Boomerang effect. Oh she had many rings 8 engagement rings to be exact. Kept them all but her first...... oh these circular things get us in trouble vaginas and penis heads. Rings and garters. Breast for God sake. I'm spinning just thinking about all the trouble circles get us in. 
                                                                         RONALD
Ronald was this man who she did not know he sought her out ... sent messages for almost a year.  You're thinking whats this have to do with two months..... oh you will see! She noticed him on Facebook and thought he always had such nice things to say what wonderful positivity he brought into this world. Her friend thought they might be good together seeing as she too extremely positive.. What a fit right??